WEEK 12

[Jen Johnson]

Well, the end of the week last week ended up working out for how I wanted it to after all.Lisa left because everyone knew her identity as the Host Hoax after it was publicly announced, but I was so confused because then Julie was telling us we would see what would happen if she made Final 3.This week was full of confusion.Host hoax changes, I was told Lisa would be the only voter but it was a poll that wasn't even publicly announced.Full of confusing things, like the Twighlight Zone.Nananananananana.

Anyway, we all moved on and April pointed out that we had all missed evictions, been evicted/"evicted", or should have been evicted.I thought that was really wierd.

The HoH is a big one, a four parter!Three designing models/Project Runway 2.0/Makes me want to throw up, and the other is a game.

I think that Jessica has an extreme upper hand in this.This win is most important for April as she can't compete in the final Power of Veto competition.

I actually, after all that LONG work, think I did really good.

My party theme was a Sweet 16 themed Blue 4 U, and the girl was dressed in blue.

My celebrity look-a-like was supposed to look like Angelina Jolie, and I think I pulled it off good, squinty eyes, big lips, edgy look and all.

My casual style I went for a more unique looking model that would still look good.

Fashion and doll models aren't my thing, but I stepped up my game to try to win this.

The potato counting, where I can hopefully make up for lost points if I end up on the bad end after the modeling, was hard also.I sat there counting potatoes til I thought I was drunk, high, or under that gas they give you at the dentists.Anyways, I got to 101 potatoes, and I almost passed that but was off by one potato.

Jess said she has experience with this game also, so that worries me.

I hope to win this, but if I don't, no sweat.I'll go balls to the wall in Veto and win that!

[Jen Johnson]

Jess narrowly beat me in the HoH.I came in 2nd, with 25/30 points, only 2 points behind her!At least I won the game and the first judging, and tied for first in the third judging.Somehow my Angelina Jolie lookalike, which I actually thought was one of my best, seemed to be the worst in the judges eyes.Oh well, what can you do?

Jess used a random number generator and kept April safe. I don't mind, I would have done the same.In the final 4 it all comes down to the Veto, anyway, plus April can't even compete in this last Veto because of the Veto she gave up a long time ago, so I would feel bad.
((April didn't even send in for HoH this week though!I was kind of shocked and saddened for her, as this was the most important one for her to win yet!))

We finally recieved our pictures, by the way.I wish I would have smiled a little better in mine."I look horrible...this replaces my old worst picture as my new worst picture.*Cries* That's the picture everyone is seeing right now.It sucks."

Well, James suggested Jess doesn't compete in the Veto (I had no idea he would do that, if I was HoH I would still compete) and she said yes!!!I was like, what!?James said now it is down to me, him, and April, but really it is just between me and him.Because of the Veto competition a while back in which April gave up all future Veto competitions to successfully win that Veto, she can't compete. But...I'm not going to mention that.The higher the chances of me winning the Veto and saving myself, the better for me.

[Jen Johnson]

OMG, So I won the Veto!AND it was a fashion challenge!Haha!

That puts my record of wins up a bit more, which makes me happy.Also, this is yet another Veto I have won myself to guarantee myself another week and take myself off the block.Definitely a boost in the self-confidence.

Inspired by the real Jen, the "Unisuit Collection" rocked it out as I hoped, and I put a lot of effort into the Classic Unisuit, the U-kini, and the "Uni"form, so I am happy it paid off.

I will obviously be using the Veto to save myself this week, and I also know how I will be voting, but I will not reveal that yet.

No matter who I would vote for this round, it really hurts.I love everyone left in this game.

On a side note--Jess said she is glad I won the first Reward and kept myself in the house because she didn't think I'd survive.She said no offense, but I don't know whether to take that as a compliment or an insult.

#1---If MORE THAN 5 PEOPLE HAD VOTED WEEK 1, I honestly don't think I would have had the most votes, anyway.
And...#2-I am a good player, after all, as some might see once the game is over.
#3---I won the Reward, which was automatic immunity.If the results of that had been revealed after the first HoH like it was originally planned, then maybe people wouldn't keep bringing that back to me and acting like I would have been evicted.So many other people "might have been evicted", too, if they had been the replacement nominee.But they weren't, they were immune.So, was I, just that I got auto immunity through the Reward Challenge. If the results of that were revealed before the whole replacement nominee fiasco, then people wouldn't be talking about that.I have a feeling that if there is anything that might be a "hindrance" if you will to me in the Final 2, that will be it--and I will be sure to clear that up as I did here, if it comes to that.

[Jen Johnson]

I had to vote to evict April this week.I hated doing it, it just sucked.Here was my "speech":

Well guys, as i've said before, we've come a looooonnnnnggg way.

And now I have to basically be responsible for the elimination of someone, someone that I have become really friendly with over the course of this game.To put it as it can only be put, this sucks!

But....I have made my decision.










I vote to evict..........















































April.Over the course of the game, I have become a bit closer with James and also, you didn't do the HoH this week which was the only chance you had to guarantee yourself safety this week.I had little else to base it on as were both such good allies and friends to me during my time in this house.

Also, and be assured that I swear to you this is NOT the reason I voted for you, April, but you probably would have been my biggest competition in the Final 2 as you were pretty much against all odds, being nominated even more than me throughout the course of the game, and winning Vetos, then giving up Vetos and still keeping yourself here!You were a true All-Star player, and Jake, if you have a Jake's BB: All Stars, All Stars, I think you know one person to pick.

I seriously hated doing that.Some people might take that as sucking up, but it's not.Everything I said there was the truth.I hated evicting April, but I had to do it.