WEEK 11

[Jen Johnson]

Well, in what was the longest "week" in Big Brother history, Jessica ended up being evicted and I somehow managed to stay in the game.

I'm really happy about this, but sad that Jess had to go.

Well, now with then next HoH the host announced that everyone knows the Host Hoax (Lisa) so there is a twist.

Tomorrow at 3, a spam challenge will start...whoever gets the most spam(actually, the top 2) will become co-HoHs...with a twist!Ex-houseguests get to compete as well!

This really worries me, because I don't think i'll have time to spam all day tomorrow and I think others (Jessica, Diane, Mike) might.Not that I am opposed to them coming back, but I would personally rather win myself.

If I win HoH, I don't know if I will bring anyone back.I made the Final 4, and at this point in the game I really don't think it is fair for anyone to come back and leave the final 4 people at risk after making it this far(unless Lisa is out?Then Final 3 I guess?LOL)

Also, it would make it even worse that I would have to decide between Jessica & Diane(assuming neither wins) and that would be a really hard decision for me.

This week will be a stressful one, I can already tell.I can only hope I win.

[Lisa Donahue]

Get ready to stress, Jennifer.

[Jen Johnson]

Alright, well as I did my spam thread and acquired 323 posts, it got deleted.But my total still counts.

But now everyone will miss out on my craziness, Soula boy singing, updates on my life, thoughts on the finale of Heroes, and mini-confessionals that went along with each number I added.

Basically I was debating over if I won should I bring someone back or not?

Well, it looks like Jessica(with over 1,000 posts) has won this final competition by far and will be moving back into the house with 1st place.I think she deserves it for that, she put a lot of effort in.I just hope now that she realizes that James kept me instead of her, she doesn't try to get us out.

I think even without the additional day, I still came in 2nd.It doesn't look like James, April, or Lisa competed and Mike was the only other one and I THINK I beat him,so basically it would be me and Jessica as HoH's and I have the debate over choosing someone to come back in.

Basically it was like do I want to really knock someone that would have made Final 4 out, because I would feel sucky for that, or bring someone back at this close to the end that has already been eliminated, which also decreases my chances?I thought if I didn't bring Diane back that would be messed up, but i'm pretty sure she didn't attempt the challenge to get back in so me bringing her back would have no "reason" to people here already.I would like to bring Will back but I think that would just hurt me in the game, and I like Mike and everything and he did try really hard at this, but bringing him back at this point after he was evicted so early seems kinda pointless.

I really don't like that a posting challenge determined who would come back in the house, especially at FINAL 4!!!!(when no one should come back into the game lol) but I am going to accept, move on, and hopefully keep on keeping myself in this house.

Can't wait for results!

[Jake the Host]

Diane has been having computer problems, Jen.

[Jen Johnson]

^Way to make me feel bad about if I decide not to, Jake.I would have rather not even known that lol.

[Jen Johnson]

Well, I won HoH along with Jess like I predicted!!!Now, before we have to make a decision about nominees, I have to make the decision on whether or not I am bringing someone back into the house.


The obvious person for me to bring back is Diane.

However, I chose NOT to bring Diane back.Everything I said about it is true.It would just go against my feelings/friendships towards others to bring anyone back over anyone, and to the people left in the game after her, like April, who have worked so hard to get there, I would just feel like crap.

On top of that, and this isn't the reason I did it but, in just about every game I play I look out for others and make decisions to save others that usually hurts me in the future.If I bring Diane back, I think it would hurt my chances to make it farther, and for once in a game I am making a decision not for anyone else but me personally, to benefit myself, on top of the reasons I chose to do what I did.

[Jen Johnson]

Alright, so then we had to nominate people for eviction.

I had to choose 2 people, and then Jess had to pick one between those 2 and one of her choice(since she came in 1st, she has more power.) I put Lisa & April to keep James safe, and she picked April, and then chose James.

She told me and James to not worry and that April would be going this week.Diane must of told her about the voting twist in Sequester--and she must not realize that me and James know it as well? LOL

But, I trust her.Still...I would rather Lisa go than April.But if I win the Veto this week, I don't think I will use it...I haven't decided yet anyway.

James & April BOTH voted to keep me when Jess was evicted, so I do owe them one..well I kinda saves James first when he was up against Diane, but April does sort of deserve to stay as well.I don't know what i'll do. Let's see if I even win the Veto, first.

[Jen Johnson]

Well, the Veto is a "give someone a point besides yourself kinda thing" and I am glad to see and say that I am in a far lead.I think it is clear I am going to win this one, but I have gotten some new info about the Host Hoax. Jess has been ((Quite publicly, I might add)) pushing for me to not use the Veto and to keep James up.I have been wondering about why this is, and finally got her to explain why to me.

I will let you guys in on a secret.

Whoever has the highest post count, will be Lisa's (the host hoax) "companion". This means that she will not nominate them, she will use the power of veto on them if she wins, and she will not vote to evict them, unless it is in their best interest.

Same goes for whoever has the second highest post count. They are the "second companion"
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Jake posted that in the jury section. I can still access it.

So, all this time it is now clear time on why Jess has been pushing to keep Lisa--and why shouldn't she?It's a great move on her part, as keeping Lisa makes sure she stays around more.

But on my part, it sucks.It seems even though I was the first to learn Lisa was the Host Hoax and gain the advantage of the whole voting thing, it is just turning different directions to whereas it doesn't even matter that I was the first to do so.It is going benefitting other people.

So, I am Lisa's "second companion". But in reality, once we get down to Final 4, that is not good enough.
She would use the Veto on Jess over me in Final 4, vote to keep Jess over me in Final 4, and the only way to guarantee yourself a spot in the Final 3 is to win a competition or get the Veto used on you in Final 4.

Therefore, I think it is smarter for me, and personally what I wanted to do before even learning this info, to take Lisa out of this game once and for all.

I have wanted to take James, Jess, and April all to the Final 4 over Lisa because I have developed a personal connection with them all and also they are real people who deserve this spot--Lisa is real, but she is the Host Hoax.She can't win this game.

In taking off James and having him evict Lisa, I might be losing Jess's trust, but that is a risk I strongly think I might be willing to take right now.

[Jen Johnson]

I won the Veto!!!Whoooo!


I made a very inspirational speech about getting rid of the Host Hoax LOL.

In all seriousness though, it was from the heart.I have to get rid of her, I can't have her changing things and hurting people I am chose with any longer.

So I used the Veto to save James and put her (Lisa) up in his place, and he said he will vote her out this week already.

Things have gone perfectly this week.I think the Host Hoax will be done. (Sorry Jake, but I can't take the twists regarding her anymore.)

[Jen Johnson]

Okay, so things didn't go perfectly.

Since Jake wasn't on the site for so long (!!!) it turns out there was a twist with this Veto that I either had to use it to save both April & James and in turn have myself and Jess go up in their place.I would willingly do this if I knew I would have a shot at staying and not be automatically evicted, but because of the posting thing Jess would stay over me, even though according to the Top Secret room I would stay over Jess.

So, I had to not use the Veto.So not only was my plan exposed, but Lisa will be here in Final Four.Perfect week, pefectly ruined.

But in the thread Jess said "YAY for the twist hehe!" I thought that was really messed up as she wouldn't go up either way, twist or not, and she basically really disrespected James & April in that way. I am starting to wonder if Zach's role as Michelle in Survivor: Earth was a joke?

I am starting to think Lisa has rigged the game for herself, also, as this came at such a convienient time.Lisa, you're evil.LOL
And...ugh, I don't know anymore.I need HoH next week.